I guess this is goodbye. - 2005-02-10
Endorphins, stress, and magickal mystery - 2005-02-02
stress, incoming - 2005-01-28
heaving great happy sighs - 2005-01-24
Imposter syndrome strikes again - 2005-01-19
Gettin' old, and I'm nowhere near 30. - 2005-01-14
Gettin' old, and I'm nowhere near 30. - 2005-01-14
escape from the doldrums - 2005-01-13
24-hour ambulatory BP experience - 2005-01-13
morning meandering - 2005-01-12
silver linings so bright they're blinding - 2005-01-06
not the best of news, but not the worst - 2005-01-05
to gestate or not to gestate? - 2005-01-01
unicef - 2004-12-28
trying again, and the start of an era of TMI - 2004-12-23
warmth and wishes - 2004-12-21
tobacco or 1984 twenty years late? - 2004-12-15
hope and ovulation - 2004-12-13
bolstering - 2004-11-28
short angry burst - 2004-11-27
Just stuff. - 2004-11-24
Self-righteous bullshit. - 2004-11-22
lessons in self-control - 2004-11-18
crossposted poetry - 2004-11-17
love and water heaters - 2004-11-12
practice makes change - 2004-11-10
that slopes isn't so steep anymore - 2004-11-09
fearmongering - 2004-11-04
anxieties be fucked, it's blood-letting time - 2004-11-02
coming up for air - 2004-10-25
hangover rollercoasters - 2004-10-13
the genetic counsellor - 2004-10-07
studious recovery? - 2004-10-05
day six, coming to terms - 2004-10-01
day two, or is it five already? - 2004-09-30
beginning to grieve - 2004-09-29
- - 2004-09-27
Blood work, ik*a, and not so small triumphs - 2004-09-15
long-ish weekend recap - 2004-09-07
*poke* *poke* - 2004-09-02
hormones or happinness, or both? - 2004-08-31
Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes, again - 2004-08-26
pre-poopy diapers - 2004-08-25
I win. - 2004-08-23
prenatal yoga - 2004-08-18
calisthenics for my brain - 2004-08-16
full days - 2004-08-13
ack! big day. - 2004-08-11
ack! big day. - 2004-08-11
worlds change - 2004-08-06
zombies too my brain but left names - 2004-08-04
miscellany from the last week - 2004-08-03
we have an OB - 2004-07-29
pierogi and grandmothers - 2004-07-28
so much love - 2004-07-27
Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes - 2004-07-22
legislation conflagration - 2004-07-21
legislation conflagration - 2004-07-21
Happy news - 2004-07-19
UPS zombie - 2004-07-14
absurd interjection - 2004-07-09
wedding photos - 2004-07-01
cranky and random - 2004-06-29
grief - 2004-06-26
yoga gardening - 2004-06-20
hectic montreal - 2004-06-16
lawyer's bane - 2004-06-08
less afraid - 2004-06-02
ARGH. - 2004-05-31
this week - 2004-05-28
rambling. - 2004-05-19
Now THAT's the way to make a garden grow - 2004-05-16
magic and poetry - 2004-05-12
fun and profit - 2004-05-08
recap - 2004-05-03
and we're off, with love - 2004-04-26
marvelling, even though I got my period. - 2004-04-23
mornings - 2004-04-21
the countdowns start - 2004-04-14
Good day. - 2004-04-06
strife is in the air, dum de dumdumdum - 2004-04-05
April Fool's thrills. - 2004-04-01
Worlds bursting and collapsing - 2004-04-01
Showers and egoes - 2004-03-30
An open letter to my love - 2004-03-25
shit. I'm on the wrong side of the fence. - 2004-03-22
friendship and scary things - 2004-03-19
a dog in the park - 2004-03-17
crisis abated - 2004-03-12
PMS means I hate myself. - 2004-03-11
so much has happened under that neon sign - 2004-03-08
snippets about the weekend - 2004-03-01
songbird me - 2004-02-27
perspective - 2004-02-25
growing... sideways. - 2004-02-24
Time to think - 2004-02-20
Snowshoes and heartbeats - 2004-02-15
Upshot of the rollercoaster - 2004-02-13
Starstruck - 2004-02-11
Puddles and things - 2004-02-06
*sigh* - 2004-02-04
looking down the long nose of this week - 2004-02-02
Thank you. - 2004-01-31
So where've you been all this time? - 2004-01-30
Learning - 2004-01-20
Warm winter flurries - 2004-01-15
lessons learned about myself, an auspicious start to the year - 2004-01-06
For all my heart is too quick, my brain is awful slow - 2004-01-03
Round seventeen, learning to sew. - 2003-12-24
snow escape - 2003-12-20
ouch. - 2003-12-19
Medical speculation - 2003-12-18
way ahead of this game - 2003-12-17
emergency hormones - 2003-12-16
this is what's been on my mind lately. - 2003-12-12
Old people and infants - 2003-12-09
April, eh - 2003-12-02
I feel good. Danananananana. - 2003-11-27
Belly dancing, belly troubles - 2003-11-21
names and labels - 2003-11-18
Welcome to global hybridization, phase one. - 2003-11-16
Proud. Happy. Not late for anything. - 2003-11-12
poetry on ruby leaves - 2003-11-07
an upward progression - 2003-11-03
something must die for something to be born anew - 2003-10-31
musica - 2003-10-30
can't focus, but the mind is quiet. No. I don't like the tradeoff. - 2003-10-27
little orange pills - 2003-10-24
Medicated. - 2003-10-23
Tones and Rings - 2003-10-16
nightmares and daydreams - 2003-10-14
Celtic advice - 2003-10-09
New outlets. New balance. - 2003-10-07
for ruby - 2003-09-24
it's all good. - 2003-09-24
It happens every time. - 2003-09-23
Stress colours - 2003-09-18
conflicting possums - 2003-09-16
Social science strikes again - 2003-09-11
triumphs and tribulations and even a corollary - 2003-09-10
Halifax of my heart - 2003-09-08
Spring in my swing - 2003-09-05
snapdragons forever - 2003-09-03
Dissociative tendencies - 2003-08-28
Poking at myself to hear myself moan. - 2003-08-25
Hockey accident - 2003-08-21
The world was quiet for a moment there - 2003-08-18
working on the words. - 2003-08-13
Ego stroke - 2003-08-12
I'm not feeling so good today. - 2003-08-12
Healthy and Content - 2003-08-11
Oozing and glowing all at once - 2003-08-07
The weekend in brief and renaissance - 2003-08-04
flight of the busy bumblebee - 2003-07-31
homeward bound - 2003-07-29
anxiety - 2003-07-26
I. Am. So. Cool. - 2003-07-24
morning - 2003-07-23
I went to the woods - 2003-07-21
One day he's going to confide in me that he has hidden wings - 2003-07-18
French lessons. - 2003-07-17
leading up to betrothed. - 2003-07-14
Holy fuck what did I get myself into. - 2003-07-11
Today I learned. - 2003-07-10
been quiet these last few days, been running so hard - 2003-07-09
New mom, take one - 2003-07-03
There was no electricity, no running water. - 2003-07-02
Trapezoid monstres - 2003-06-24
Leading up to the solstice, it has all been so beautiful. - 2003-06-23
Back, and I brought Harmony. - 2003-06-19
Idyllic Weekend - 2003-06-09
Spiritual spring - 2003-06-06
This is how I turn into a diamond. - 2003-06-05
This is how I turn into a diamond. - 2003-06-05
Dreams of children - 2003-06-02
Yoga and crispy creams - 2003-05-30
Songbird update - 2003-05-29
It feels good to be here again - 2003-05-27
This week. - 2003-05-23
Recursive responsibility - 2003-05-22
PMS - 2003-05-21
this is my magic ritual - 2003-05-15
fatigue - 2003-05-14
SNAFUS and notoriety - 2003-05-13
And in other news, I spent yesterday playing in mud - 2003-05-12
Stalking my own self. - 2003-05-11
Today, I. - 2003-05-09
Promotion!!! or Promotion? - 2003-05-08
awe. - 2003-05-06
I craved this attention. - 2003-05-05
Wishes, because it is the time for them. - 2003-05-02
hope and honeysuckle - 2003-04-30
Not all humans must die. - 2003-04-29
Gardening. - 2003-04-28
Worried about stagnation - 2003-04-25
Slowly learning what I need - 2003-04-22
thief in the dawn - 2003-04-18
layoffs and promotions in one breath - 2003-04-16
the gift of bustle - 2003-04-15
invincible - 2003-04-12
Poo-ology - 2003-04-11
Where is my poetry? - 2003-04-09
fucking tense. - 2003-04-08
Emotional weekend - 2003-04-07
Some days - 2003-04-02
april fish - 2003-04-01
blahblahblah and on in circles - 2003-04-01
Hair and heart on fire. - 2003-03-27
I think I like this too much - 2003-03-26
Executive lessons - 2003-03-25
Montreal gets harder every time - 2003-03-24
Faces, not enough facelessness. - 2003-03-20
I wish for Peace. - 2003-03-19
Lost. - 2003-03-18
A week in a page, but the time has been well spent, dear internet - 2003-03-17
Filth and fury - 2003-03-13
Catharsis comes more easily with each lifetime - 2003-03-11
Fortune, lessons - 2003-03-07
Sometimes I can believe in the dichotomy of bad and good. - 2003-03-05
Me on a stage? I don't THINK so. - 2003-03-04
Ski team purples. - 2003-03-03
How I learned about passion - 2003-02-27
Still harping on about singing - 2003-02-24
New spirits. - 2003-02-21
Pink - 2003-02-19
Happy. Honestly, happy. - 2003-02-17
at work and at play - 2003-02-11
nightmare - 2003-02-10
tears, again. - 2003-02-07
My plate is as full as I wanted it. - 2003-02-04
Singing lapse. - 2003-01-31
To car or not to car? - 2003-01-29
Day three. - 2003-01-28
Weekend - 2003-01-26
Day One, New life. - 2003-01-24
Overload. - 2003-01-23
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. - 2003-01-23
short sentences. - 2003-01-22
Not the rat race, the brain race - 2003-01-21
Good work, young lady. - 2003-01-16
littlest triumphs - 2003-01-14
I thought it was over. - 2003-01-13
maybe these are the ones that count - 2003-01-13
not alone - 2003-01-11
poetry happens when I'm upset. - 2003-01-11
It's a small world after all... - 2003-01-10
morning is broken, like the old mornings - 2003-01-09
tonight - 2003-01-08
questions, y'know, the usual kind - 2003-01-07
wow. - 2003-01-07
momentary lapse of sanity - 2003-01-06
Soiree de Crepes - 2003-01-05
The warm of the last few days - 2003-01-02

Year Three is Fast and Furious

Year Two is Too

December 2001
November 2001
In October 2001 was dark with the stress of finding and feeling home in Paris, and more importantly, finding the France in Paris.
In September 2001 was lonely in the discovery of a darker Paree.
In August 2001 it wasn't a decision, since the alternative was regret.
July 2001 heard rumours of running away, and the pain of letting go.
June 2001 saw lay-offs and things upended.
May 2001 was excitement itself, travelling again and giving important gifts and learning to live in relationships.
April 2001 disappeared in a flurry of spring activity.
March 2001 was math and long hours and subdued adventure.
February 2001 fought the doldrums off in sun-drenched armour.
January 2001 was a love affair.

Year One was Long Winded

December 2000 fell faster than snow, and ever so much softer.
November 2000 holds my birthday. 'Nuff said.
October 2000 ostentatious and showering sparks.
September 2000 celebrated, sang, and swooped on by.
August 2000 was beige but bountiful.
July 2000 sped by on amphetamine wings.
June 2000 wined and whined and rifed with poetry.
May 2000 was a whole new set of beginnings.
April 2000 was every escape.
March 2000 was furious discoveries.
February 2000 began on shaky colt's feet.