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Dave - 2003-12-11 10:38:46
Your parents are going to be who they always were. They can mask their disappointment in us but they will forever be the same. They may be trying to accept the circumstancebut your father will always be mentally ill and that's how they act.

as for us, we'll show 'em all, until Blake (and maybe some other(s)) gets old enough to take over...
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newbie vi cowboy - 2003-12-11 15:36:26
You know, there ain't nothing going to change your parents, 've heard far too much about them to ever believe in miracles. And if they lose you, it's because they never really deserved you in the first place. You're doing new and different stuff these days, sounding happier than you ever did when we were still kicking to-morrow as hard as we could. And they don't deserve the power to dampen that. That's my way of saying 'fuck 'em.' I'm tired of it on your behalf.
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plinkyplops - 2003-12-12 08:38:13
loved reading your stuff and it was very similar to how i always seem to initially trust what people say to me first and they kinda give you all these doubts about yourself. You're sort of in a bad reflection and everyone around you saying these thins and utting different slants on things really gets you believing in a load of crap. That you are inadequate really. Once my sister instead of giving me a lift home actually left me down the town because she said i was afraid to go on buses. It had me pondring for ages and wondering how the hell had i managed to give her that impression. It was totally untrue.It makes you doubt your actions and other peoples interpretations plus theres no way you can defend yourself or argue your points back with certain people as you just dig yourself in possibly!! its too frustrating to try to explain things to people who see thnigs in suc a warped way. Anyhow i enjoyed your work . it was great to read. I got the pictures in my mind and i could forget about the words which is always the best sort of writing!! thanks
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