Wow.
New meds suck. Never want to take another one again. Only on pill two.
Face flushed, heart pounding, headache threatening to swallow my neck and intestines as well.
Slowing my heartbeat so that I don't feel like this when I'm forty isn't worth twenty anticipatory years of this.
I don't want to take tomorrow's pill. I really really don't.
In other news, everything else is still shockingly wonderful, I just really can't take the way my body is feeling right now.
It's amazing how all the chemical drugs in the world, in some pretty hefty doses, didn't make me feel this awful.